Tuesday, November 14, 2006
+ .Wat a day... And wat a regret i had for 2yrs.... +
Went to Suntec for the 8th Singapore Motor show with my parents and siblings today. Ohh man it was really great. There were so many wonderful, beautiful and nice cars. There were motorcycles too... :)
Went to Marina Square to eat dinner after that. Ate Claypot rice...heehee...
Haiz... actually i am not in the mood to blog now... There is something i am not sure about myself...
Its been two years since that incident happened. I thought that i had let her go and i never wished to be friends with her ever again. But i was wrong, very wrong. I had this very funny feeling for her even after that incident. I had been thinking about it for two years, and now i finally know what is it. I missed her and i love her. I shouldn't have said so many things about her which is not true. I was selfish, i thought after she go JC, she will have no time for me and i was going to loss her. Well i did really lost her after that incident. What an idiot and selfish childish girl i was to say those things and hurt her feelings. She is liked my second big sister to me. Well, she is still liked my second big sister to me.
I really want to tell her that i am sorry, but every time i feel like saying, i just don't have the courage to call her, to sms her to tell her how much she is to me and i am really really sorry for doing so much hurtful things to her. I really regret it. I never had that courage, maybe because i was scared. I was scared that she hates me and will not accept my sorry. Haiz... I really wished that that incident never had happened. I really wished everything was like before. :'(
[weNDy] just blogged , @ 9:55 PM
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